Love is a battlefield where everyone is a casualty. When you enter that field for the first time, the only advice you'd have gotten is to go with the flow, be careful not to fall for anything or anyone. Without any real indication of what you should watch out for. As you walk through and really start living you realize that most of what you thought is not as it seems. Things have changed and still are.
Everybody is trying to attain that sense of perfection in a relationship. Even in the most platonic friendship, we prompt ourselves to react a certain way to certain things. We are looking at a greyish world with blue coloured glasses and we don't seem to realize that each and everyone of us are currently all misguided in some way. When have we lost our sense of wonder and amazement???
Our world has become so jaded that a broken relationship will bring a slight moment of rejoice and contentment to some of us. Shameful you say, yes...
Others have become insensitive to the plight of the world and are forging on blindly stomping on the people around them. Is it because of their inability to feel and relate or just an actual defense mechanism?
What happened to honesty, trust, loyalty, fairness, genuineness and love? Whatever vacation they're on, let me know i'll join...
This period of our life is utterly disconcerting. And I am absolutely clueless because I feel like I am playing a game where the rules are constantly changing. Where they are completely disregarded at times but hey! Thats ok...
All of us, we are actors in each others lives and sadly we are all playing with each others hearts... All this without even realizing the impact it has on each and single one of us.
Why has it become necessary to put on a face or an appearance to act what the world wishes to see instead of really showing what is lacking, pursuing what is needed? Why is it now ok to lie and deceive, putting up appereances therefore placing someone's fragile expectations on a glass platter before shattering it?
Shouldn't we be striving to have more, to pursue the kind of love we deserve? The kind that sweep you off your feet every time it comes to you in the form of that one true. The kind that provokes shivers by a thought, a yearning created by a memory. Something that will actually count for more in this world than being a word, an idea, a concept... Or a simple dream.
Why has it become necessary to put on a face or an appearance to act what the world wishes to see instead of really showing what is lacking, pursuing what is needed? Why is it now ok to lie and deceive, putting up appereances therefore placing someone's fragile expectations on a glass platter before shattering it?
Shouldn't we be striving to have more, to pursue the kind of love we deserve? The kind that sweep you off your feet every time it comes to you in the form of that one true. The kind that provokes shivers by a thought, a yearning created by a memory. Something that will actually count for more in this world than being a word, an idea, a concept... Or a simple dream.
Yes I have been in love, at least I like to think I was. I like to believe that my feelings have always been true and real. Whether or not the feeling and attention that was reciprocated was genuine will always be the most debilitating question?
I have started to tell myself this: Broke my heart but my soul aint made of glass.
Why, you're thinking (maybe)? Because, in this day and age, we are living with so much insecurity. so much fear inside that we forget that a broken heart is just a passing pain and not the end of life or love in itself but it is a blessing. The opportunity to learn and grow from an experience that will allow you to find what God has intended you to have.
Again, broke my heart but my soul aint made of glass. Why? Because my soul is pure, its strong, its worthy and blessed. It deserves more than what some are willing to receive, to have. Thats my concept. What is yours?
